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The Pain and Joy

As the tears roll down my face, my heart feels as if its about to break,

my earth shakes and i have done everything that i can do to make it through,

the chains strapped to my arms and the knives that are through my chest have broken me down and have broken my pride,

my heart has been felt as if it has been destroyed and nobody could fix it,

as i look up from the dark room while on my knees on the floor that stains the blood from my body, i see one dot of light,

the light that lets me know that i am still alive and burns a hole into my mind and implants nothng but negativity,

But then 1 day, the bleeding suddenly stopped, and i felt pain no more,

my heart begins to pump again and i hear a voice that cries out from the light,

“pull them out and fly free”, i pull the knives out of my chest and the blood continues to stop dripping from my chest,

my once pail skin grows back to its natural color tone and once again i smile from being trapped in this dark dirty place for so many years,

“now fly my son, fly”, I jumped up to the light and broke through the surface that once held me hostage/enslaved,

a broad darkness grabs onto my leg and tries to pull me down once more to prevent myself from being the free man that i am,

I then scream “i rebuke you Devil!!! I rebuke you from my life!!! I shall sin no more!!!”,

I could not see the face of this dark figure, but i heard a very dark cackle come from this evil devilish creatue,

it then spoke to me saying the words “You are not a believer of God, you only believe in me, not him”,

I then yelled this simple sentence “If I believe that there is a devil then i believe that there is a God!!! That 1 God and only God-Ja/ehova shall save me and set me free from this terrible place!!”,

the suddenly devilish deep voice started to scream NO!!!!! and I managed to kick him off of my leg,

once again, i looked up to the bright light that was not in one spot, but was shining everywhere, revealing the beauties and its wonderouse dreams and everything i imagined heaven would look like,

a book dropped in front of me and when i opened the book, my name was written under a list labeled “Eternal Life”,

I then began to cry and saw a river,

I swam with all of my strength and stopped at a cloud,

I then climbed up the cloud and there I seen a street of gold,

visions of the loved ones that i have lost along the way waved at me,

I am finally free from sin,

I approach to the gates of heaven and I see a man with nothing but holyness shining from his entire body,

he told me his name was Jesus and said to me “My brother, you have believed in me for i have died for you, you may meet my father”,

as i droppeddown to my knees i was eternily blessed to see my saviour and my creator,

my heavenly father God arouse up to me and placed his hand on my shoulder,

he told me that i have made him happy that i finally have broken loose from the devils grip,

“i love you father god!!” I screamed,

“i love u to my son, im so glad you mad it through”,

i could have lost my mind, but i made it through,

the love of my life, my wife, layed next to my heavenly father, sleeping under his holyness,

the devil is a lier!!! the devil is a lie!!!,

im so glad i made it!!!!,

i am finally in the house of God!!,

 he sent me through the gates of heaven and before i could go to find my place in heaven with my lovely wife, God turned to me and spoke the words of faithfullness, the words i always wanted to hear someone say but never did until now…..

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